Spirituality Hurts

Wasps nest in the sacred yurt;

Buzzing reminder that spirituality hurts.

Superimposed on a mistreated land,

Colonies uproot by the Witch King’s hand,

Smooth and calloused to choke out the thistle

Who dried the riverbed to wet his whistle.

I'm sick from moving and tired of grooving,

Two sides of the same coin, but neither behooves me

So cast our minted fate into a wishing well

Angling for heaven by descending towards hell.

I may be a public genius but a private idiot,

Overseeing the journey but not babysitting it

The trek through the slavemasters’ institutionalized purgatory

Plays out in countless generation’s sensationalized story.

A battle for escape from the warlorn glory

Incurring debts to a system whose chief command’s, “ignore me.”

Bargaining for our meek little home

In this bleakly vast unknown.

I may play by the rules,

But only to use them as tools

For my satire to set this system afire

Rubbing sticks together from rivers that divide two of a feather

As the Earthly choirs inquire what stones we've acquired

When the real supports derive from flesh we have sired,

Beaming pillars who won't be demeaned to man killers

When the foundations of our nation crack into the mire

Sinking with the skeletons drunk in our wine cellars.

I don't want to talk about it anymore,

Because no finer points will even this score.

You chose the haunting of these residuals

To avoid the taunting of other individuals.

This relationship has already sailed

Since our landlocked treaties all failed.

Pollen rises as I rough through the duff

Through swollen eyelids perceive I've dreamed enough.

This empty vessel seeks a sleepy port to nestle

For respite from the thrashing seas I've wrestled.

I lied in my bed, now comes time to make it.

That's the last straw I let slip through my fingers

Though my doubt of nature's laws still lingers

With the weight of a wait to break the camel's back

Now me and my pack animals all fade to black.

Our expedition’s financiers lick fingers to count their stack

The blood of Christ fixed a tasty midnight snack.

Let me go when my useful fountain’s full

Then in old age, I'll hold you accountable.

I didn't know what this would become when we started

So the wonder of who set us adrift always smarted

Obscuring blue skies above the Red Seas we've parted,

Like dry runs within the drawers I sharted.